Monday, June 08, 2009
We had quite a lot of fun these few days.She told me that we had to be friends . I was really sadden by the decision she made but i respect her. I had to admit that i haven't been treating her well for the past few years but now that i am going into the army, my perspective changed. All of the sudden, Archery and Cycling and other passion are less important.
I dont know how long it will take to warm her up to me again but it certainly is worth the squeeze. My mind is really messy and i suddenly have the disability to coordinate and plan my time well. Everything revolves around her. I had to give up some meetings and rides for her. These are worth it.
Since i am going into the army soon, i planned a few programmes for us, hopefully she will get touched.
Sentosa Beach : sun tanning
Buffet : Sushi with Audrey's bday
K box: Singing and understanding what is it like to be a "singer"
Lan Gaming : Play Left 4 Dead with her. She likes it, but i dun like the blood that splats out.
Shopping: Need to get her some nice clothing for her school reopening. She always saves on this part.
Farewell Party: Get all her close friends and my close friends to come together and have some games and also to commemorate me going into the army. Wanted to bring forward my bday celerbration like Nic but later felt it will not hold any meaning having a bday celebrated so far in advance.
Go malaysia : hunt for nice food. (maybe only)
Swimming together..
I went to sun tanning with her today, and i never knew that she was such a good swimmer. She was able to glide thru the water fast and also she dared to venture into the deeper waters. I was scared and always was at the place where my foot could feel the ground. Shame on me, i remembered her telling that she loved swimming and was swimming everyday for a few months before.
Some pics of us together :
i am still trying very hard here . I hope things will change for us.