Wednesday, January 17, 2007
A once humble and honest friend has now changed. SIGH, this is just so freaking disappointing, all along i thought of that friend as easy going and frank. I never expected this to happen. Looks like rivalry's on the high.I finished both the IAC and CompT today. Tml's the presentation and i hope all will go well. I am feeling very frustrated and irritated now, not because of COMPT or IAC, but because of ppl ard me. I just feel that it is hard to be who you are when ppl are not being who themselves. I always believe in fair competition, but now.. not anymore.. going by the 'fair competition' rule is a silly thing to do. Human nature often show us the shadow, what we do not want to accept.
okok, now what? i am just gonna work real hard for my studies..
There is OPEN house tml in NGEE ANN POLY.. 18th,19th and 20th of Jan this means big crowd and also lots of peeps there. woah... not to mention girls.
i am so nervous for tml's presentation, may god save the queen!!
Posted by dear benji at 6:39 PM
Monday, January 15, 2007
hah.. i had a good DOTA game today. qop's darn cool. anyway, i realised that i've got to buck up on my studies. which was also why i came to the lib. i am so gonna work hard.. say only luh, dunno whether i'll actually do it.Things to be done:
- MOL
- ENGMEC's online assigment
- Maths Tutorial
- Engmec's Tutorial
i think that is all for now.. the MOL(maths online is enough to kill me)
I paid my sch fees and manage to waive off the fine of $15, phew.. saved some money for archery there. I'm so glad.. will go on to do my MOL now. may come back to spam later. .
Posted by dear benji at 3:43 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
knnbccb.. wah.. fuck luh, i got myself into deep shit and having to spend extra $10 or $20.There was a mistake to what i was told for the competition time. My event, standard male will be from 12.45pm till 4.30pm. I was told that it would be from 8am till 12.20pm. Now what am i suppose to do? Of course go for the bursary luh. That is bloody $200 to be taken, otherwise where else do i get the money to buy the x-pert stab , finger tab and k-sight that i've just ordered from jaffar today? The totalled sum of the equipment would be $167.. argH!! i hate this happening to me.
And now, if i were to back out in the last minute, how am i supposed to answer to the people who's in my team and also how to jaffar. Unless, i request for a change in the event that i am in, from standard to C class. This will also give jaffar added problems , whatever it is , i am adding to his burden.. ugh!!! i just hate myself for not checking the time myself and listening to others. This is not the first time that this sort of shit happen to me. Now what? i am supposed to be seem as irresponsible and lack of time managament for not fufilling this.
If that is the case that i can't do a single shit abt it, that i will just give $10 for the competition. sigh... that $10 was hard to save.. fucking shit!!! i blew my head off!!!! arghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
Gotta slp now, tml i have a session with Audrey. fuck man.. i hate to be in this kind of shit.
Posted by dear benji at 2:18 PM
Friday, January 05, 2007
today damn relaxed. . school was really slow pacing. nothing much, just that during the 2hrs break, we played DOTA.. woah, that was a great game..kao, my sisters didn't go to school today man. BOTH did not go. THEY woke up late!!! And they were halfway there, but turned back. From what i know, one of them pooed in her pants. =(
Anyway, i am thinking of visiting a KTV, the one where you could sing.. nv been there before, i just want to try.. ha, just that my frens are not the sort that like to go that kind of places.
i want to do yakitori, but still can't figure out the sauce. hmm, seems like i must go to alexis's mum for the sauce..
Posted by dear benji at 4:35 PM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
| Your EQ is 140 |
 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
Posted by dear benji at 2:21 PM
| You Are Somewhat Mature |
 You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later. |
Posted by dear benji at 1:51 PM
| You Are Somewhat Mature |
You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later. |
Posted by dear benji at 1:45 PM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
First days in school must have felt great.. i wonder how my sisters are doing. Val and Dor.. i am so glad they went into assumption. Hopefully, val's coping well, with her character i dun think she'll fit in well luh.Dor is different, she has a more easy going personality hence i have a better feeling abt her. Just that i dun want guys to cling on to her..
School was ok, as boring with the AEL.. WTF, i dun understand a single thing there. It was like 2 hrs wasted. And than maths, intergration.. somehow, i understand maths better these days.
Audrey's back from m'sia, session would be on, on friday.. than sundays with my malay food =)
okok,
Posted by dear benji at 4:45 PM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
haha, this is the DOTA peeps in my class. Everyday DOTA.. LOL
This guy on top is so far our DOTA pro.. Anyone up for a game?? =)
Posted by dear benji at 5:33 PM
haha.. that is my room.. sheesh. i know, i know.. it is in a total mess. i wish it would be neater, that was my christmas wish. BUT SANTA did not come.. hah.. oh well.. i just wanna BFF, blog for fun.. hahaha...
i really have nothing better to do.
Happy new year guys.
Posted by dear benji at 12:53 PM
This is the last day of the holidays... How sad for those who did not cherish the hols and whins when it comes to an end. Anyway, this holidays has been hectic for me, with competitions, trainings and projects not to mention the sec sch class chalet as well.. LOL. I am in sch now, doing my Compt and ICA project , sigh.. we're dead meat. Deadline for presentation is on 11th Jan 2007. ugh... (i am feeling a bit of stomach upset now-must have been the coconut bread that i ate in the morning).
This is really confusing, one wrong move and things will go really wrong.. i wanna make sure it is stable first. Thinking of which, i haven't seen her online today.. maybe she went out.
This laptop of mine is werid.. the always say they cannot read memory from the RAM.. bloody hell, i spent $120 to upgrade it to 1GB and you say cannot read. Well, that does not always happen, only sometimes.
i hope to talk to her.. i hope to pick up the phone one day and call..
Posted by dear benji at 11:59 AM
Monday, January 01, 2007
i have been feeling a mixed..i am happy that i manage to keep in touch with my childhood fren..
but i am also very frustrated with my frigging dad. .sigh
One word to descibe her; simple =) not the complex kind where they would not believe in god and come up with all sorts of excuses . TRUST me, there are lots of ppl like this . LOL. sheesh.. finally... someone who actually goes to church as well..
I feel that thing in my heart.. it feels nice.. =) and i enjoy feeling that.
YAWN.. this is the new year and i am at my fren's hse playing DOTA.. hah, pretty fun man.