Monday, April 28, 2008

" I meant what i said and i said what i meant. "- Horton

I had a splendid day , it seems that all is well. Same thing again, at the bus stop. . . I always enjoy talking on bus rides.

I just need to know if you feel the same way..

Hopefully, you'd come by this blog..


Posted by dear benji at 11:40 PM

Thursday, April 24, 2008

FYP




This is my Final Year Project

Posted by dear benji at 11:10 PM



God loved the world so much, he gave us his only child..


Somehow this phase came out of my thoughts just as i was about to blog on what happened today. Relationships with Shawn is better, just as i thought, we have to talk more and be open about issues.

We had the fun shoot today, i am disappointed that apple did not turn up . I was sooo looking forward to it. Oh well, going back home early just to have dinner with mum was such a nice thing to do, how i wish i have my mum around too. I think it will be hard to get things going my way. With Camps on-going for 3 weeks, how are we going to get coffee ? Sigh, looks like it has to wait..

I hope i did not gave the wrong impression or seemed as though i was too eager that sort. Audrey always says that men are like lion, they love the chase. But once it is done, they look for another. I hope that does not apply to me, neither do i think i will.

Since i am on the subject about mothers, let me see how much i miss my mum. I do miss her, but the funny part is that i do not have dreams about her. It feels as though she is part of me but yet ... somehow like the so far yet so close that kind of feeling. Part of me wants to go look for auntie winne(mum's best fren) and auntie jane (mum's sister) because they were the only people who knew my mum best when she was still around. I'll look for Auntie Winne soon. . .

Meanwhile, god bless me for i am liking to eat APPLES.


Posted by dear benji at 10:56 PM

Monday, April 21, 2008

i am so glad that we had a meeting today. Grace and Shawn, everything seemed to be going great. I don't see myself working with S anymore.. =( things have seriously gone bad.


Shawn and Grace need to be seen as a head by the juniors.. I am pretty sure they can do it .

Posted by dear benji at 9:35 PM

I find it very interesting. I am starting to think that all of this planned.. =.=

Morning, i saw hh at the bus stop.. ugh, i was thinking lucky..

Afternoon, saw hh at the canteen.. ugh, i am thinking uber lucky. .

Evening, saw hh at the the bus stop, i am on cloud nine..

Anyway, had a long chat with hh from politics down to cheng yi.

Posted by dear benji at 9:31 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

There are something i do not understand.

The kids in Singapore nowadays are spending even before they can earn . How do they keep up with the pace?

I have a friend, he buys Dior jeans. And if you guys do not know what it is, check it out on Google. Those usually cost $500 and above. And when you sell them off, there are people who are willing to buy them at high price too. Simply unbelievable. Come on!! 500 dollars! You know how much money is that ? To me, that is a big sum of money.

Another case with still makes me wonder with disgust.. ahhemm.. no offence. A few friends who buys jeans and wear them . (nothing wrong about it). But what happens when you do not wash it for 1 year? YUCKS..
They have this concept. The longer you wear the jeans, the more the contours will show when you wash. SO its like having the pattern that is from years of wearing instead of dyed.

I do not know how people can do that, next time if you see guys especially wearing skinny jeans, ask when was the last time they washed it. For all you know, it might be -NEVER.

here, click here to see dior jeans..

Posted by dear benji at 1:40 AM

I had a nightmare recently .

I strongly believed that this was triggered by Danny Chang's tag . He was trying to show us some videos and saying that diet coke and pork gives maggots. I havent seen such a vid before so i gave it a try.

You guys go take a look... damn him..

If you guys watched the recent Chinese horror movie- Rule #1, you will know what the plot is. And in my nightmare, i dreamt that i was the main actor, the one being chased by a ghost. And i do not know who is the ghost, when i see people, i just kept running, because i dun know which body the ghost is in..

Sigh, i woke up 3 times.. and this nightmare played through my head 3 times..

Danny Chang is such an ass. .

Posted by dear benji at 1:32 AM

There's 2 things i am getting tired of..

One - Archery

Two - Work


I have so much free time compared to last sem. It just feels great when you know you have more time compared to your other friends.

Fun shoot was great today, well, i just dont like the fact that when someone is unhappy about something. You jolly well say it out. My friends all know me as a straight forward guy. If you hate something or piss about it, they all know and will say it out .

Chow told me something very interesting today, and it took me awhile to actually figure out what was going on. He quoted something from rich dad and poor dad. Something about 33% of ppl will like you, 33% people will DIE DIE dont like you and 33% will always be neutral.

I think in life, it is just like that. Why haven't i notice it till now.. It has always been like that but i tend to place more attention and more energy in the 33% that DIE DIE also dun like me.

So much happened.

Posted by dear benji at 1:25 AM