Tuesday, June 02, 2009

i swear i am gonna take a picture of what happened to my computer as soon as i get my camera back from Clifford. Grace, swept something off the bed without realising that my earphones were attached to my laptop. The whole laptop fell from the table to the ground - and voilia... My screen broke into half. I can only see half the screen diagonally. I was pissed of course, but after the rough patch we had, i didnt dare to get angry with her for too long. I fumed for 5mins and thereafter i had to stop before we have out super big fight.

Worst thing is she didnt apologise, instead she chided me for leaving earphones there . Sigh... I was damn pissed and sad - heartbroken also, because i know i spent more time on my darling laptop during poly days then on any other thing. It was like part of me. I knew where i hid/placed my stuff and documents.

I am considering getting a LCD screen this coming IT show instead of repairing the screen. So much for being a good bf.. I think ever since i got serious in the relationship, i somehow screw everything up. Nope, correction, i somehow am caught with serious "suayness" ....

Grace is now at band camp and will be back on Thursday. Friday she going to this Nic's house (argh) and practise some dance moves with them. And on Saturday , she going down to "Ton" at that Nic's house till Sunday. I dont like Nic and her best friends. They always tell her funny stuff. I hate the talks whenever she comes back from a trip with them. It sucks every ounce of living juice in me. I just dont like the 3 friends she has , nicknamed : Fat Pig (her name really goes by that in chinese), 'Model wannabe but end up having sex with photographer' girl & lastly 'break up with your bf, you deserve better" guy.

Posted by dear benji at 9:35 PM