Tuesday, February 17, 2009

My MSD final test is tml but i just dont seem very interested in studying . I think it has to do with me knowing that i am going to finish school in 2 weeks time . Knowing that i am graduating in a week's time, i feel really slack, perhaps a little over confident that i am gonna pass and get my diploma anyway. I do not see this in my friends but i think some of them are feeling the same way too. Its just the same feelings as i was leaving sec school and boys town. Anxiety is what i am feeling, scared also. I do not think i will be going into any university, with my results like that , i wonder if i will be just one of those many faces in the crowd. Looking at signing on with the army or either SIA as engineer.

Alright, gotta go back to studying . Last but not least, i have been thinking abt getting that bike. Reall expensive and i am not sure if i am going to use that on a long term basis. Mum always say : "buy what u need, not what you want."

Posted by dear benji at 2:23 PM