Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Cute isnt she ?
PLEASE DO FUME IF YOU SEE THIS: THOUGHT THAT WAS A CUTE PICTURE. melissa suddenly came and chat with me this morning..
I slipped and said something awkward and now.. it is silence..
when i talk to mel, i think of sj,valerie as well.. we were such good friends once. And we also promised to meet up every year without fail. I guess like what sj said, things have changed, not so naive as before. It hurts to see things change that way.
Some inferiority complex, diff in ideas made things this way. I guess we will never be the sort that can chat together normally. Compared to last time when we were younger.
Mel went to hk with this classmate of hers. (male)
my first thought was" hey, this isnt right"
Looking at the modern society, my way of thinking and morals are prolly outdated maybe. If i was her dad, i would never have let her go on a holiday with another guy.
no more feelings for her anymore: she is a gf material, but not a wife material. My pocket will have a big hole even before i can save enough for my X10s. I remember Audrey saying something about her:" she said ........... oh well , best not to bring it up.
clubbing sort ? nah, i am not into that. One night at MOS was enough to kill me. Kriz was asking if u want to go Zouk this coming Thurs- i am so not sure. I don't want to turn into a walking zombie when i hit school the next day.