Thursday, April 24, 2008



God loved the world so much, he gave us his only child..


Somehow this phase came out of my thoughts just as i was about to blog on what happened today. Relationships with Shawn is better, just as i thought, we have to talk more and be open about issues.

We had the fun shoot today, i am disappointed that apple did not turn up . I was sooo looking forward to it. Oh well, going back home early just to have dinner with mum was such a nice thing to do, how i wish i have my mum around too. I think it will be hard to get things going my way. With Camps on-going for 3 weeks, how are we going to get coffee ? Sigh, looks like it has to wait..

I hope i did not gave the wrong impression or seemed as though i was too eager that sort. Audrey always says that men are like lion, they love the chase. But once it is done, they look for another. I hope that does not apply to me, neither do i think i will.

Since i am on the subject about mothers, let me see how much i miss my mum. I do miss her, but the funny part is that i do not have dreams about her. It feels as though she is part of me but yet ... somehow like the so far yet so close that kind of feeling. Part of me wants to go look for auntie winne(mum's best fren) and auntie jane (mum's sister) because they were the only people who knew my mum best when she was still around. I'll look for Auntie Winne soon. . .

Meanwhile, god bless me for i am liking to eat APPLES.


Posted by dear benji at 10:56 PM