Friday, May 18, 2007

darn, i am feeling sick today. Flu, running nose and a pounding headache is all i got. URghh.. Anyway, we had this damn meeting yesterday, taking 3hrs of my time. I think the president should start being more organised.





Lionel has officially told me that he quited archery yesterday, i have no idea why. Perhaps the lack of goals has made us like that. Seriously, i don't even know why i am in archery anymore, i want to shoot, i really like to shoot. I ask myself why i am in the archery club, the only reason i can find is for me to improve as an archer and go as far as i can, be it SEA games or a regional game. I need stepping stones, right now i can't see anything, my fore sight has been blurred and all i can see it just light that has been clouded by prejudice and judgement.





Ugh, i will somehow find my way out of this alley that's clouded with smoke. Now the concern is ppl are starting to quit, i do not understand the crux of the problem, is it the way the club is handled? Or the way generally the ppl's attitide in the club. I hope to start the club anew with the new upcoming batch of ppl. I want them to stay and i want them to feel that this club is "simply amazing".





damn, hanwei wasn't at all tackful that day, he made me embrassed. shit.. baka.

Posted by dear benji at 12:48 PM