Friday, April 20, 2007

"My mama always say life is like a box of chocolates; because you're never know what you're gonna get"

This phrase above best describes my feelings now. I feel 'messy' inside of me. Again, those explosive feelings all piling up.. Gonna take a long time to recover.

I hate to admit it, but i am losing interest in archery. I'm losing it fast. I need some motivation at least to sustain interest.

Winning is addictive; when there is an area where i can win; i strive hard. And when light isn't shining the way i am going, i hit rock bottom like a sunken battleship. Where is the fighting spirit that i used to have?

Solution: i need time. just time. and some sessions.

Posted by dear benji at 10:46 PM