Thursday, January 11, 2007

knnbccb.. wah.. fuck luh, i got myself into deep shit and having to spend extra $10 or $20.
There was a mistake to what i was told for the competition time. My event, standard male will be from 12.45pm till 4.30pm. I was told that it would be from 8am till 12.20pm. Now what am i suppose to do? Of course go for the bursary luh. That is bloody $200 to be taken, otherwise where else do i get the money to buy the x-pert stab , finger tab and k-sight that i've just ordered from jaffar today? The totalled sum of the equipment would be $167.. argH!! i hate this happening to me.

And now, if i were to back out in the last minute, how am i supposed to answer to the people who's in my team and also how to jaffar. Unless, i request for a change in the event that i am in, from standard to C class. This will also give jaffar added problems , whatever it is , i am adding to his burden.. ugh!!! i just hate myself for not checking the time myself and listening to others. This is not the first time that this sort of shit happen to me. Now what? i am supposed to be seem as irresponsible and lack of time managament for not fufilling this.

If that is the case that i can't do a single shit abt it, that i will just give $10 for the competition. sigh... that $10 was hard to save.. fucking shit!!! i blew my head off!!!! arghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
Gotta slp now, tml i have a session with Audrey. fuck man.. i hate to be in this kind of shit.

Posted by dear benji at 2:18 PM