Thursday, November 16, 2006

That damn bag of mine, ugh.. i haven't got enough of cursing and swearing . Haiz, it's wearing me down pretty fast. Even before i get onto the the field to shoot. Silie, you should really get one of that bag, it helps; training mah =)

I saw alexis for the thrid time in school today after the "incident". Ugh, i did't want to make it awakward so i walked another route to block 50. haiz.. i tell you, girls are so sensitive. (sigh)

Here is my aim up the up-coming competition:
  1. 30M- 330
  2. 50M-250
  3. Total of 580 and above

i had 2 dreams today, and it is pretty amazing that i could remember when i woke up cuz most of the time i forget.

I dreamt of myself on the bed lying , tired after school. And comes this girl, which i know, from the way she was acting and her body language, she must be my girlfriend. She hopped onto the bed asking if i wanna sleep with her on her bed, i was tired from work so i said NO in a very irritated manner. Than she said that she would mind if she comes over my bed to sleep. That was where it got into my mind that she wants to have sex. I could remembered till this point after that i can't remember.

i woke up and looked ard and it was 5.30am. i went back to bed.

The next dream was like continues my first dream. I saw Audrey, and she was questioning me if i had placed any soccer bets lately. I was so darn nervous because she'll kill me if i ever did. Next she asked if i had sex with any girl, i was went "NO, i did not". Like a boy trying to convince his mum that he's really been good for the day. Than to my horror, she threaten that she knew of my wrongdoings. I went "WTF, how did she know" as my heart beat like i had only a minute to live. It was a NIGHTMARE, i swear that it really was. And my heart beat like shit.

i was so relieveto know that it was all a dream =) hehe, it was such a relieve.. i dont' wanna get that kind of dreams ever again. It scared the shit out of me..

Posted by dear benji at 6:04 PM