Sunday, October 15, 2006

emotions running wild-express in words!

hmm, these pass few days have been very hectic and busy for me. I had a chalet cum BBQ with lional. And another one just yesterday at silie's house. BOY, i didn't know that he is the decendent of dragon kiln. wow, it was a beautiful place, and i envy him having grown up in that sort of enviorment. PEACE was all i could think of when i was there.

i spent far too much this holidays, i've gotta curb the spending habit and start to save. Hmm, a big group was there and they drove ard 2 buggy cars. It's like the ones you see at the golf clubs. Andrea was there too. And there were fireflies at his house area. it's like small bulbs lighting up. It was such a beautiful scene; one of the most memorable ones. =) i was just thinking we could make this a yearly event;BBQ.



"There was a sudden surge of hope, i thought that she might be the one. That pounding heart beat racing with my thoughts to see who came in first. Should i propose the truth that my heart bares or just lament on the fact that it is simply pointless? i fell on my knees as droplets of rain fell on my face. it was raining. I imagined her face in my mind and tried to touch it, i hated the fact that she might leave. I have 3 more months before all is lost, just 3 more months. I do not know the reasons of such strong emotions but i certainly know that at the point where she touched me on my arm. i was freed. Freed from my cage of loneliness. "

haha, just a paragraph of words to express emotions within. cheerio!

Posted by dear benji at 1:46 PM