Friday, September 15, 2006

As i read the words, i knew it was directed to me but yet another part of me wants to escape reality and deny. I'm now taking things a bit slow as i type these down. I felt my heart throb as i read the words, "i think i'm asking for trouble.. OMG". Things didn't turn out the way i wanted it to be, but i guess thats a lesson for me. Don't talk unless you're supposed to, Don't ask unless a need to. Now've i've gotta do some damage control.

and and boy broke up, i didn't expect it to turn out that way, i always thought they were on close terms and things were going well. Anyway, they want to keep stuff between themselves and i respect that. Relationships don't always go the way they want it to go..

My heart still feels a bit heavy, worried i guess. I didn't expect her to get so pissed with me asking, the simple thing to do was to just say i dun wanna tell. My feelings are getting hold of me, time for me to get hold of my feelings, same way i felt when i had the tranference with mum. i think yesterday was the last straw =(

look, i didn't expect things to turn out this way. i am just curious and started askin a little more. little did i expect it will spark off irritation .
I'll try to make things right..

Posted by dear benji at 2:18 PM