Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Yawn! Inferior Complex

ahh.. i just woke up from my sleep. The time is now 8.22pm and i am in the lib. argh! my neck hurts.. stiff neck from the sleep i guess..
I met fee fee again and i did maths and a bit of EL Tech today.

Hmm, i would like to talk a bit about inferior complex today. I remembered i felt such feelings were at suoercamp when everyone were super rich and also smarter than me. When i say smarter than me, i mean they are in Express of Special- like suejen, melissa, priscilla. Argh, i feel so out of place.That was also one of the reason why i didn't make that move . I didn't go after Melissa as soon as the camp was over. But 3 yrs later when i spoke about that to her, she went: " you idiot, i did liked you at that time" haha, that was a lesson learnt for me. I really liked her during sec2,hmm.. that was so long ago, nvm about it. There are so many girls in the world.

Anyway, i've never had a girl friend before. Anyone interested please feel free to TAG. Haha.. Just like Han Wei who never had a gal friend , hmm.. Han wei is not excatly bad le, but how come still no gal fren? hmm, maybe he flirt ard too much? Too high expectations? I have a feeling that he will get married at a pretty young age. This is based on my intuition. =)

My bday is coming, Audrey won't be able to meet me on 1 Sept but she meet up on Sunday . We'll celebrate after church. Anyway, no difference, i am still gonna see her on a friday for our normal sessions. Djong, won't be able to meet up too, he says he has a date with a girl; hah, that guy arh.. cannot believe him de. Always talk cock.. Than other than that, i may go visit my mum's grave. ARGH, i haven't done that for a long time. I am afraid to break down and cry, because that makes me feel weak. I haven't felt weak and vunerable for a long time.

Lib closing, gotta go..

Posted by dear benji at 8:25 PM