Thursday, August 10, 2006
fireworks .. weeeehheeeee!!!
Agrh.. it was a nice view of fireworks. But in the bus while we were going to esplanade, i felt like shit. I knew i would get motion sickness yet i still went on ahead. I was looking forward for the fireworks. That was the first time i saw real fireworks up close (was it close?).
The lady sitting besides me in the bus was so scared of me that she went over to another sit. So sorry, i almost vomited infront of her and she was like "oh shit!! God save me". Lucky i didn't sia, if not she would have cursed and sweared. Than next when we board down the bus, i saw that huge crowd. And i ask myself what did i do to deserve this, i just hate the idea of squeezing into the crowd, makes me feel so tight up in my throat. It reminds me of the hectic days in taka where during christmas and new year seasons; i had to serve customers all the way up to 10pm. I hate that feeling, i vomited on the 3rd day of chirtmas serving customers. That feeling sucks. That sucky feeling came back when i was in the midst of the crowd.
You should have seen my face.. arh, you can see it on the pic.. haha. i look as though i had a bad experience. I hope i didn't spoil the mood among us that day. I feel really bad, i think they would have enjoyed it more if i wasn't there. I can't go to crowded places.. Sorry guys, if i made it a "not so good" experience for you. Sorry to Guan Zhuo also, i should have help you take a picture with the group, it was after that when you went home that i notice that you didn't manage to take a picture with us. I felt bad .
Anyway, i felt that the fireworks was amazing! I hope mum was around, than i can bring her along to see those fireworks. I'm sure she hasn't been so close to fireworks before.. I remembered when i was young we will always take my dad's car and go for a ride in town hoping to see the fireworks during National Day, but we never did see the fireworks due to the jam except to hear the fireworks sound. We told ourselves to go again next year but she never was able to make it. When i have a family, i will make sure they get to see fireworks up close. Closer than what i saw the other day. =)
Audrey, you were right. I looked like a complete idiot and like what you said"small children" when i sulk and go in cirlces which i always find it hard to get out of. haha.. i never believed what you had to say till now. SO sorry, i learn to appreciate you even more. I believe it's a little too late now.